Tiliya
09-16-2004, 01:28 PM
Girls this goes to all YALL who got a man, and you dont know is he loves u...
okay here is the true story, i know that it is very long but i think that it is worth to read it, cause this expririence was goood for me and maybe u can learn suttin from it...!
Okay i met this guy before 6 months, in a club... I gave him my number, on that eve i just wanted some fun so i gave him my number cause i broke up with my last boyfriend and i was kinda upset, yah know what i mean... well and he was there, well he didnt look like a model or suttin but he was the one who looked the best on the eve.. well back to the part with the number, i gave him my number. We talked a lil bit, he said that he lives 2 hours far from me.... well whateva, 2 weeks later he came to me, we talked a lil bit and he said that im suttin special, that he never met a girl like me and whateva... u know that type of shit they all are sayin.. well whaeva... on that day i went home and i tought; "I just want some fun and im gonna fool him , cause his face is screamin to do it" Dont get me wrong, im not that type to fool someone, it was like god was sayin to me that he is something bad and that i should do it..whateva, i got that bad feelin...He always tought that he is the best ever, he looks the best but altrough he looked like a irregular guy...
Well, he came 2 times in a month to me or suttin like that, and im not that type of a bitch to fuck with everybody so i didnt fucked with him cause first thing:
1. I had it in a feeling that he only wants to fuck me
2. He comes from africa and he fucked with alot of girls i dunno what kinda deseases he got... He is like a whorehouse...
3. His behavior showed me somehow that he doesnt love me and that he is just actin
well whateva... everytime he visited me he said things like; common lets fuck, such my dick....... blah but i didnt.... all we done was kissing, feelin eachother..well you know... but we didnt fuck, my whole homegirls was like; Brake up he just wants to fuck you, he is suttin bad... He is sniffin cocain and stuff like that, dealin.. but i was at a point where i needed someone by my side, someone who calls me and talks with me so that im not alone, cause i had very much problems at home, i wanted to move out with 15, drugs... and i just wanted to know that someone is there for me... altrough deep in me i knew that he wasnt there for me, but i just wanted to have the feeling... Girls yall know what im talkin bout....
we were 5 moths together and i was just not feelin him anymore, when i said to him that i loved him i forced me to love him, it was a imagination of me... cause i wanted it so bad to love someone and to know that someone loves me too... and then i didnt saw him for 2 months and after time i searced for things so that i can say to him that im gonna barke up, and he didnt called me anymore like he used to... and i said i dont like that, that and that... and i broke up last sunday evening (Thanks to Dani and Kirsty for beeing there for me trough the time)....
he said to me that i didnt gave him a chance to make it better i just broke up without sayin anything bout the mistakes he made and whateva...
well we stayed cool witheachother, and today i came home, checked my emails and there were 2 emails from him....
the email was very big and it isnt in german else i would post it.. he said to me that im so innocend and that he fooled me for 5 months, that he has a girlfriend they been together for 2 years, and that he has a girlfriend in africa, and he has a girlfiend there where he lives and he has a girfriend in another state, then that he never loved me, he fooled me the whole time, he lied to me the whole time and if i want we can stay friends and a big RESPECT to me that i didnt let me fuck..lol oh now i can go and cry cause he knows that im gonna do it...and; I LOVE U hahahahahahahaa...
And now Im laughing at his ass cause he thinks that he fooled me, what he doesnt know that i fooled his ass, and didnt played the game he was playing with me... i saend him a email sayin that im not dissapointed cause i already knew that shit and i knew someother shit but i dont want to talk about it cause he wont belive it, but that i remember when i asked him why guys are always acting like a pussy when a girl brakes up, you said to me; the yjust need to proove to themself that they are still a "man" callin them bitches and stuff but deep inside they knew that they couldnt deal with the woman...
I LOVE YA TOO BOO ;-)...
Back to the shit i wanted to say to ALL MY GIRLS AROUND THE WORLD;
When u got a man who doesnt care about ya ass, treatin u the way u dont deserve it, check him...
You are BETTER that HE is, never let u bring down from a man, I learned alot from this asshole, it was a very sad but a very good experience for me, cause i sweared to god that a man wont rule me and my body and i proved to me somehow in this way... im proud of me that the bigges BITCH i ever met didnt fucked me and didnt ruled me the way he wanted to do it...
so all i got to say, dont let u bring down from a man, no matter how hard it is to brake up, you are not alone in that situation, there are 10000000000 of girls who think the same way, some can handle it better then the other but we need to stay all together, and i hope that in this way i could let some girls know that we all got kinda same problems...
oh and guys callin us bitches.... YALL ARE BIGGER BITCHES THEN WE ARE!!!
THATS ALL I GOT TO SAY....
keep it real
okay here is the true story, i know that it is very long but i think that it is worth to read it, cause this expririence was goood for me and maybe u can learn suttin from it...!
Okay i met this guy before 6 months, in a club... I gave him my number, on that eve i just wanted some fun so i gave him my number cause i broke up with my last boyfriend and i was kinda upset, yah know what i mean... well and he was there, well he didnt look like a model or suttin but he was the one who looked the best on the eve.. well back to the part with the number, i gave him my number. We talked a lil bit, he said that he lives 2 hours far from me.... well whateva, 2 weeks later he came to me, we talked a lil bit and he said that im suttin special, that he never met a girl like me and whateva... u know that type of shit they all are sayin.. well whaeva... on that day i went home and i tought; "I just want some fun and im gonna fool him , cause his face is screamin to do it" Dont get me wrong, im not that type to fool someone, it was like god was sayin to me that he is something bad and that i should do it..whateva, i got that bad feelin...He always tought that he is the best ever, he looks the best but altrough he looked like a irregular guy...
Well, he came 2 times in a month to me or suttin like that, and im not that type of a bitch to fuck with everybody so i didnt fucked with him cause first thing:
1. I had it in a feeling that he only wants to fuck me
2. He comes from africa and he fucked with alot of girls i dunno what kinda deseases he got... He is like a whorehouse...
3. His behavior showed me somehow that he doesnt love me and that he is just actin
well whateva... everytime he visited me he said things like; common lets fuck, such my dick....... blah but i didnt.... all we done was kissing, feelin eachother..well you know... but we didnt fuck, my whole homegirls was like; Brake up he just wants to fuck you, he is suttin bad... He is sniffin cocain and stuff like that, dealin.. but i was at a point where i needed someone by my side, someone who calls me and talks with me so that im not alone, cause i had very much problems at home, i wanted to move out with 15, drugs... and i just wanted to know that someone is there for me... altrough deep in me i knew that he wasnt there for me, but i just wanted to have the feeling... Girls yall know what im talkin bout....
we were 5 moths together and i was just not feelin him anymore, when i said to him that i loved him i forced me to love him, it was a imagination of me... cause i wanted it so bad to love someone and to know that someone loves me too... and then i didnt saw him for 2 months and after time i searced for things so that i can say to him that im gonna barke up, and he didnt called me anymore like he used to... and i said i dont like that, that and that... and i broke up last sunday evening (Thanks to Dani and Kirsty for beeing there for me trough the time)....
he said to me that i didnt gave him a chance to make it better i just broke up without sayin anything bout the mistakes he made and whateva...
well we stayed cool witheachother, and today i came home, checked my emails and there were 2 emails from him....
the email was very big and it isnt in german else i would post it.. he said to me that im so innocend and that he fooled me for 5 months, that he has a girlfriend they been together for 2 years, and that he has a girlfriend in africa, and he has a girlfiend there where he lives and he has a girfriend in another state, then that he never loved me, he fooled me the whole time, he lied to me the whole time and if i want we can stay friends and a big RESPECT to me that i didnt let me fuck..lol oh now i can go and cry cause he knows that im gonna do it...and; I LOVE U hahahahahahahaa...
And now Im laughing at his ass cause he thinks that he fooled me, what he doesnt know that i fooled his ass, and didnt played the game he was playing with me... i saend him a email sayin that im not dissapointed cause i already knew that shit and i knew someother shit but i dont want to talk about it cause he wont belive it, but that i remember when i asked him why guys are always acting like a pussy when a girl brakes up, you said to me; the yjust need to proove to themself that they are still a "man" callin them bitches and stuff but deep inside they knew that they couldnt deal with the woman...
I LOVE YA TOO BOO ;-)...
Back to the shit i wanted to say to ALL MY GIRLS AROUND THE WORLD;
When u got a man who doesnt care about ya ass, treatin u the way u dont deserve it, check him...
You are BETTER that HE is, never let u bring down from a man, I learned alot from this asshole, it was a very sad but a very good experience for me, cause i sweared to god that a man wont rule me and my body and i proved to me somehow in this way... im proud of me that the bigges BITCH i ever met didnt fucked me and didnt ruled me the way he wanted to do it...
so all i got to say, dont let u bring down from a man, no matter how hard it is to brake up, you are not alone in that situation, there are 10000000000 of girls who think the same way, some can handle it better then the other but we need to stay all together, and i hope that in this way i could let some girls know that we all got kinda same problems...
oh and guys callin us bitches.... YALL ARE BIGGER BITCHES THEN WE ARE!!!
THATS ALL I GOT TO SAY....
keep it real