The DunceCap
08-08-2005, 01:02 PM
I come in to the house from cutting my neighbors lawn to find out my favorite cousin who has been battling with Colon Cancer at the age of 25 died, his birth was in 2 weeks.
I blame my mom and his mom and every single one of these dumbass Christians running around him saying Jesus this, Jesus that telling him "you're going through this because it's time for you to devote your life to christ" every fuckin day I heard my mom on the phone "he shall live and not die and declare the works of the Lord" all this bullshit, Jesus can save him...it's not his time...he's too young, the Lord has a purpose for him..he has to give his testimony about Jesus saved his life well guess what? he's dead now...not breathing, not living, I will never talk to him again, I'll never get to hang out with him again, go to the mall, talk to girls, look up to or play fight with him, EVER...again. where the fuck was Jesus? I'm just glad I saw the light and the truth about that stupid piece of shit they call a religion, God and ONLY God can save you....GOD GIVES LIFE and ONLY he can take it away and it's DAMN SHAME that my cousin had to be made an example...but here it is my mom and my aunt tellin me Allah isn't God and I'm making a mistake believing in Islam...YOUR OWN SON JUST DIED you IDIOT and your telling me how to live my life? forcing the bible and all these christian preacher tapes for him listen do didn't do shit. I'm sitting here just in silence and my mom has the nerve to come down here and try to ask me to finish cuttin my neighbors lawn as if nothing happened....wow...that shows how much she values how I feel..if it was anyone else or someone one of her damn friends in the hospital she'd be askin me to pray or expect me to feel all sad and sympathetic but now when I actually do it doesn't matter. I have work in 3 hours, I don't even know if I'm gonna go in or how I'm gonna make through the day if I do...I swear if I get one smart ass remark from a customer I'm gonna jump over the counter and beat the fuck out of them. I can't think of anything else to say, ghfhjlkdsavfsgfssfdas
~R.I.P.~ Raymond Oswald
I blame my mom and his mom and every single one of these dumbass Christians running around him saying Jesus this, Jesus that telling him "you're going through this because it's time for you to devote your life to christ" every fuckin day I heard my mom on the phone "he shall live and not die and declare the works of the Lord" all this bullshit, Jesus can save him...it's not his time...he's too young, the Lord has a purpose for him..he has to give his testimony about Jesus saved his life well guess what? he's dead now...not breathing, not living, I will never talk to him again, I'll never get to hang out with him again, go to the mall, talk to girls, look up to or play fight with him, EVER...again. where the fuck was Jesus? I'm just glad I saw the light and the truth about that stupid piece of shit they call a religion, God and ONLY God can save you....GOD GIVES LIFE and ONLY he can take it away and it's DAMN SHAME that my cousin had to be made an example...but here it is my mom and my aunt tellin me Allah isn't God and I'm making a mistake believing in Islam...YOUR OWN SON JUST DIED you IDIOT and your telling me how to live my life? forcing the bible and all these christian preacher tapes for him listen do didn't do shit. I'm sitting here just in silence and my mom has the nerve to come down here and try to ask me to finish cuttin my neighbors lawn as if nothing happened....wow...that shows how much she values how I feel..if it was anyone else or someone one of her damn friends in the hospital she'd be askin me to pray or expect me to feel all sad and sympathetic but now when I actually do it doesn't matter. I have work in 3 hours, I don't even know if I'm gonna go in or how I'm gonna make through the day if I do...I swear if I get one smart ass remark from a customer I'm gonna jump over the counter and beat the fuck out of them. I can't think of anything else to say, ghfhjlkdsavfsgfssfdas
~R.I.P.~ Raymond Oswald