lookin for a crew
dis my latest drop

Dear Father(Priest),
From the moment of birth the pain start, neva left jus now the rain start
consuming me man, my brain heart and body like a fat kid with a pop tart
The clouds appeared in my blue sky, darkness moving in God asking you why
you left, the Devils here now saying you die, leaving my faith too dry
people saying dat its goin to get betta, but here i am writin a wet letta
filled wit my tears,got nothin left to do but turn to you dis an upset letter
should i jus put an end to the pain driving me crazy from the strain
thats caused by all of the rain, father should i seek help is thee sain?
i dont understand life, theres no point, more bad than good, disappoint-
ment is all it brings, so people try to relax by smoking mo joints
tryin to lead my life without sin somewher betta than where i came out in
outta the place where the doutbs in, where bullets fly and shouts in
im jus tryin man to improve this fucking evil world before i got to go
so when afta i die, rot n show up at heavens gate i got alot to show

Dear Son (Lost Man),
Ya gotta keep in mind,got one chance, one life, some loose it, some knife
othas up badly and get thrown in a harsh jail while some outdone strife
became successful and get tha respect they deserve,meet someone perfect
a women and connect, then go on to create a family they gotta protect
because they know that death could easily be only a small heart beat away
so they livin to da fullest not wantin to see there charts beat sway
they no n understand that their life could be takin in a flash any day
so they livin it up cuz it could be gone in a blink of the eye many say
gotta keep in mind that every bad thing in this world n every sad thing
and for what ever the heck being mad brings that theres a glad thing
when the rain show dont put your head down cuz afta theirs a rain bow
n for the dark lonely night, they can be lit up by firworks an insane show

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