Okay I havent done this in a couple years but since I got a pc..Imma get back into this a bit so here is a lil something that will most likely suck like hell cuz Im so rusty...but dont worry Im good tho...Here is something old of mine...

[[EVIL ENTITY INSIDE ME]]
How Many Times In Life Do I Gotta Be Brutalized, Before My Eyes Open N Realize That Reality Is ~About-To-Hit-Me~//I Try To Wake Up From Nightmares Leavin My Mind Traumatized, My Eye Lids R Heavy, N Im Stuck In ~Blackouts-Strictly~//[[1]]
Its Like My Mistakes Follow Me Everywhere I Go, I Cant Take Tha Criticism I Face When I Fail To Succeed, While Othas Brag ~About-Successful-Accomplishments~//I Wish I Could Live In A Fantasy, Cuz Reality, I Dont Wanna See It No More, Its Like I Come Up Short All Tha Time, I Fight In ~Bouts-But-Never-Launch-A-Fist~//[[2]]
I've Travelled Rocky Roads, Had My Ups N My Downs, But Still Havent Found Contentment, I Try To Be Friendly, But Why Am I ~Always-Shown-Resentment~//If I Wanted To Die, Would U Give Me Tha Ropes??, Or Would U Be A Friend In Tha End, I Got My Problems, I Tried To Tell U, Yet U ~Never-Payed-Attention~//[[3]]
Why Arent My Attempts At Endin This Life In My Destiny, Do I Have To Go Thru Hardships Like Losin Respect In My Own Family, ~Someone-Answer-Me~//Tha Picture Of My Life Would B Dark If I Transferred It To Tapestry, My Actions Reprecussions Come Right Back At Me, My Life ~Sure-Doesnt-Matter-To-Me~//[[4]]
Ive Been Fuckin Used, Abused, N Left With Nothing In Life, I Dont Give A Shit If I Find A Soulmate, Cuz If She's Gonna Manipulate Me, ~Whats-Tha-Point?-Right!!~//If I Was A Beast By Night, N Savage By Moon Light, Id Attack Those Who Fuckin Hurt Me, Fuck Repentence, Id Kill Them ~Without-Thinkin-Twice~//[[5]]
Fuck This World N Fuck Everyone Who Hates On Stereotypical Judgement, I'll Decapitate Ya N Take Ya Dome, Fuckin Eat Shit Bitch, Then Ya Skull ~I'll-Crush-It~//Imprison Me, I Dont Give A Fuck Anymore, I'll Cause Havoc Not Caring About Punishment, Fuck Authority, Fuck Criminal Sentences, But Most Of All ~Fuck-Justice~//[[6]]
Mentality Is Fragile, I Been Insane Since I Saw Family War As A Child, I Prevailed N Am Still Alive Unfortunately, But I'll Slit My Wrists ~If-Given-Tha-Opportunity~//If I Flat Line Let Me Die, Dont Revitalize Me, I Aint Jokin About This Shit, Fuck Ya Warnings, Cuz I'll Shake Them Off Like ~U-Werent-Even-Talking-To-Me~//[[7]]
I Know Tha Games Of Solicitors N Tele-Marketers, U Think They'd Combust If They Tried To Convince U Any Harder, Stupid Bitches Dont See That Im ~Deadly-Even-Wit-A-Marker~//No Need For A Father, I'll Influence Myself, Dont Need Guidance, Dont Need Help, I'll Make It Alone, I'll Show U, N U Still Doubt My ~Ability-To-Be-A-Self-Starter~//[[8]]
Fuck This Saddistic Mentality, I'll Be Insane From Tha Brain To Nerve Tracts Thru To Every Joint N Membrane, Cant Contain My Fuckin Actions, I'll Do What I Want ~When-I-Want-U-See~//If I Fuck Up I'll Pay Tha Penalty, If I Make A Mistake, Let It Take My Life N Strike Me Down On Tha Spot, If Im On Tha Top Of Everything There Is No Way U Can Knock Me ~Down-That-Easily~//[[9]]
I Kill Without Thought, No Regret, No Remorse, Fuck Diggin A Grave, When I Can Torch Ya Corpse, Like A Gone Wrong Computer Program U Wish U Could Stop This By Destroyin Me By Pressing ~Abort-With-Force~//Of Course I Got Otha Sides To Me, Look At Tha Hospital Health Report, It Claims I Got Multiple Personalities, Some Caring, Some Bent On Kill Everyone I See, I Got Bodies Of Sorts Unda ~My-Back-Porch~//[[10]]
Fuckin Shit I Dont Care What U Want Bitch, I Dont Care Who U Sleep With, U'd Lie To Me Anyways Even If I Had A Steak Knife To Ya Ribs, Scared Yet, I Guess Not, Now Fuckin Shut Tha Fuck Up ~If-Ya-Want-To-Live~//Fuck Being Committed To One Bitch When Ya Can Have So Many, Fuckin Sluts Wantin Dick A Plenty, Im An Enternal Entity, I'll Slash Ya Hip, Skin Ya Lips, Havent Inflicted Enuff Pain, At What ~Point-R-U-Gonna-Give~//[[11]]
I Got Otha Shit On My Mind U Kno, This Aint Just Gonna Be A Fuckin Twisted Flow, However I Got A Couple More Bars Yet To Finish While Im In This Immortal N Demonic Figure, Evil To Tha Bone Of ~My-Built-Form~//Fuck Being What Tha Media Makes Us, I Aint A Fake Playa In This Game, Things Wont Be Tha Same, Since I Left Tha World Immoral Tainted, U Want Ya Soul Sliced N Then Torn, I'll Leave U Dead In Ya Bed For ~Tha-Early-Morn~//[[12]]
Cant Dig Resting Places Fast Enuff, So Many Dead Bodies Yet I Only Got One Truck, Need A Larger Vehicle To Use As Transportation, Fuck It, I'll Leave Tha Bodies On Tha Road, Ignite Them N Let Them Be A ~Symbol-Of-Life-Ending~//Living Life To Only Produce Trends N Make A Buck, U Think I Actually Give A Fuck About What Ya Tryin To Tell Me, Even If Ya Repeated It Over N Over For Me, I'd Still Reply With "Sorry I Didnt Hear Ya, What Was ~That-About-Suicidal-Prevention?~//[[13]]
I Cant Believe Parents These Days, Their Fuckin Controlling Ways Evident In Every Place, I'd Rip Ya In Half, Skin Ya Torso Of Flesh, Tear Ya Organs Into Jigsaw Pieces, Im Disgusted Wit Their Attitude, I'll Force Ya Own Feces ~Down-Ur-Throat~//I Hope U Choke N Die, So U Can Be Outta My Life, I Dont Give A Shit Where Ya Buried, For If Ya Aint Dead Soon, I'll Have Ya Buried Alive, Despite Tha Felony Of First Degree, I'd Slice Ya Windpipe Let Tha Blood Spill ~On-Ya-Own-Coat~//[[14]]
I'll Decide Who Lives N Dies, I'll Decide Which Bodies R Mutilated Into Miniscule Particles Tha Size Of Sliced Chives, U See This Shit I Write, I Write It Based On Tha Events In My Life, Tha Experiences On Tha Journey That ~Fuck-Up-My-Mind~//I'd Climb To Any Pinnacle To Throw Ya Body Off N Watch It Rapidly Descend, Fuck Ya Feelings They Dont Mean Shit To Me, I'll Kill Easily Wit Precise Slashes To Ya Juggular Vein, Watch Tha Blood Pour Down Like Rain, Death To Tha ~Stuck-Up-Cocky-Kind~//[[15]]
[[Out Walks Entity Until Next Time]]

An old battle...
Like Defunct Products Ya Shit Is Garbage, No Need To Be Used, Fully Abused N Priceless Like Master Card Commercials//You Couldnt Use Stilts To Elevate Ya Skill, Cuz Ya Still Would Be A Bottom Feeder, Racial Comments R Dropped Yet Its My Punches That Give Ya Facials//

I-Blast-Scripts-Bitch, Leave U Detached From Ya Limbs, Now What R U Left To Attack-This-With//Amass-Strapped-Tactics Isnt Probable For Weakness In Text Left U Faults, Practice-With-Ya-Shit-Spits-Quick//

Explicit-Saddistic N Sophisticated, Incineration Of Ya-Fists Has U Unable To Punch Me Like Crippled-Kids//Figure Brandished Wit Markings, Ya-Simplistic-Dramatics Aint Foolin Anyone, N Ya Losin This Like Hair From Stressed-Fits//

Cant Make Ammends, Ya Words R Like Fabricated Duplicates, FAKE, Ya Shit Is Never Idolized Like "New-Kids-On-Tha-Block"//Forgotten Like Insignificant News Events, Ur Just A Stat Of Tha Past Tense, A Numerical Value Who Mouths A "Few-Cocks-With-Every-Loss"//

Finish Ya Off Like An Obese Scroungin For Crumbs, Only Time Ya Seen Tha Light Is When Ya Fucked Nuns//Ya Pretend Ta Have Skill Like Wannabe Stars For AND ONE, You'll Soon Learn That Beatin Me Cant Be Done//(And 1 Is A Shoe Company Supporting Street Hoops Tour)

Like A Duplicate Of Jordan U Say U Hung Like A Bull, Yet There's Proof Of U Havin A U-Taurus N Fallopian Tubes//Gettin Help From Him Is About As Useful As A Broken Pencil, N He's About As Real As German Jews// (u-taurus=uterus)

Pretendin U Were In Contention With This Skilled Samurai, U In Text Is More Like A Molecule With Inept Abilities//Like Discarded Information In An Almanac U Cant Be Categorized, N Compared To Me Ur Just A Kid Wit Disabilities//

Another Keystyle....
My Life Is Focused On Truth N ~Honesty~, If Ya A Friend Of Mine I Got Ya Back Always ~Honestly~...
If Ya Gonna Lie To Me ~Constantly~, Dont Approach Me Like A Friend Unless Ya Promise To Be ~Honest~To~Me~...[[1]]
Cuz I Been Hurt By Deception Too Many Times ~Before~, All I Ask Is For Friendship, Yet U'll Always Ask ~For~More~...
I've Seen Things I Shouldnt Have, Experienced ~War~, In My Own Family, Im Rich In Material, But Emotionally ~Poor~...[[2]]
Depression Has Taken A ~Grasp~Of~Me~, My Hands R Mine But Its Like They're Plannin On ~Attackin~Me~...
I've Got Scars To Prove I Slit My Wrists ~Gradually~, If I Go Thru Times Like That Again It'll Be Tha ~Last~U~See~Of~Me~...[[3]]
Only If My Friends Undastood What I've ~Been~Thru~, They Would See That When I Struck Out In Anger I Never Really ~Meant~Too~...
When Ya Lose A Loved One, Its Like Being ~Bent~In~2~, Cuz Ya Insides Crumble N Ya Put Up A Wall, And Ur Only Happy, When U ~Pretend~Too~...[[4]]
If I Had A Second Chance To Be With My ~Grandpa~Again~, I'd Spend All Tha Time I Could With Him, Cuz He Was My ~Best~Friend~...
I Wish I Could Play Another ~Golf~Game~With~Him~, I Miss Him Everyday, I Miss His Smiling Face, I Treasure Tha Moments ~Together~We~Spent~...[[5]]
Why Does Cancer Have Be Inside ~Us~All~, Why Does It Claim So Many Victims, Its Deadly Within Tha ~Cell~Walls~ Of Patients In ~Hospitals~...
Its A Genetic ~Fault~ That Will Eradicate ~Us~All~, Why Cant We Come Up With A Cure N Prevent More Innocence From Takin An ~Early~Fall~...[[6]]
This Is An Expression Of My ~Feelings~...Im Different Now, But My Wounds Are Still Not ~Healing~...[[7]]
How Am I Still Alive, When My Life Has No ~Meaning~...Its Like I'll Never Succeed, As If Im Always ~Dreaming~...[[8]]
Meeting Death Is Not What I Want This ~Early~...But I Wish i Was Immune To Things That Consistently ~Hurt~Me~...[[9]]
I Shout Out To Those I Love, For My Thoughts Are With Them ~First~Thing~...If I Didnt Have Those Few Who Were Close To Me, I'd Be Dead ~For~Certain~...[[10]]
My Mind Is Scared Of What Is Ahead On This ~Rocky~Road~...My Journey Isnt Gonna Be Easy As I've Seen N ~Been~Told~...[[11]]
If Ya Know How I Feel Then Im Joined To U ~Emotionally~...Fuck Tha Hataz In Tha World, They're Tha Ones ~Provokin~Me~...[[12]]
If I Had One Thing To Say To Everyone With My Message ~Being~Heard~...I'd Say Love Those Close To U, Cuz When They're Gone Its ~Going~To~Hurt~...[[13]]
I've Made Tha Mistake Of Not Being There To Say A ~Final~Goodbye~...Tha Result Was For Tha First Time In Life My Insides Poured Out As I ~Began~To~Cry~...[[14]]
Im All Alone It Seems With No One ~Holding~On~To~Me~, Fuck Authority For Being There Only To Be ~Scolding~Me~Constantly~...Im Missing Tha Figures In My Life Who R ~Supposed~To~Supporting~Me~, Instead Their Neglect Has Me ~Contortin~Eternally~...[[15]]
I Hate Feeling This Pain Its ~Catastrophic~, The Voices In My Head Always Torturing Me But I Have ~No~Way~Too~Stop~It~...My Mentality, Three Years Ago I ~Lost~It~, No Need To Be Sane When Insanity Was Stronger N Beat Me Down When ~I~Fought~It~...[[16]]
Im Used In Life By Girls Cuz Of Tha ~Contents~Of~My~Wallet~, Only Material Wealth Concerns Society Today, Just Look At Tha ~Value~Of~Stocks~On~Tha~Market~...Conflicts In My Life Is Like Tha Spot Of Impact Where Tha ~Car~N~Wall~Hit~, Crushing Me Slowly Its Like These ~Girls~Make~Me~Their~Target~...[[17]]
Sometimes I Ask Myself N ~Ponder~, Why Do I Even Spend My Time On A Girl If She Is Just Gonna Hurt Me, Why Do I Even ~Bother~...It Hurts More In Tha End If Tha Time I Spent Is ~Longer~, Some Bitches Just Dont Get It, All They Want Is Sex N For Me To Be Their ~Baby's~Father~...[[18]]
Sometimes I Dont Undastand Tha Thought Process Of ~A~Woman~, Sometimes I Swear That What they Say Or Do Deserves A Pummeling From A ~Frying~Pan~...But This Is It, My ~Last~Chance~, Im Takin A ~Last~Stand~, Giving You One More Opportunity Girl To Make Me Your Significant Otha, That If U Want Me As ~Ur~Man~...[[19]]
Okay I've Now Gotten My Thoughts Out Onto A ~Viewable~Page~...
Prevented Myself From Inflicting On My Body ~Destructible~Rage~...[[20]]
I Know How Ya Feel ~Blessed~Rubix~ Cuz Ur Situation ~I've~Been~Thru~It~...
I've Lost Loved Ones Like My Grandpa, N His Personality I ~Really~Miss~It...[[21]]

There something to judge my skill by...

Peace

ah bra that was doup im just like u tryin to come up

^ your like no one, NEVER compare yourself to someone, your nothing liek Gridlock.. i seen a flow of yours.. your pure whackness, shut the fuck up, get a life, grow a dick, become a man, learn to rhyme, build up your knowledge, THEN try to compare yourself to someone.. your nothing man, go die

Lol ... Harsh..

Uppin for feedback and possible crews interested....

Gridlock 6th Sense Could Use You Get At Me If You Down..

yea holla at murder by metaphor